Follow the light.

[fotogirl]

I remember being in a room with gray walls and a small window. Through the window I could see a blond doctor sitting at the table and writing. I felt desperate. I was really tired too. I didn't know where I was. I couldn't breathe very well and I had a thought that I am going to die. There was a mat on a floor, I lied down and covered myself with the blanket. Trapped and disappointed. I thought that like a marathon monk I'll need to die now. "Follow the light". The voice in my head was calm and certain. I got up and followed the light which brought me to the another room. I tried the door, it was locked. Just follow the light. I was on the mat again, tried to make myself comfortable, but couldn't. Went to the window to look at the doctors. They didn't pay me any attention.
Big woman, looking exactly like Queen Latifah walked in the room and sat on the mat close to me. I couldn't believe my eyes. I wanted her to hug me, I think, I even asked her to. Instead she gave me a cup of ice and said:"Chew" and showed me how to chew. I wanted to please her, so I filled my mouth with ice and started to chew. "That's a good girl", she said and it made me smile.

Comments

[unagie.livejournal.com]

why were you at the hospital?

[fotogirl.livejournal.com]

Не ела и не спала неделю. По мнению традиционной медицины - байполар эпизод, а на самом деле - большая инициация, через меня проходило огромное количество света, так что не нужно было есть или спать, загрузилась большая порция души в тело, меня учили работать на растоянии и с различными энергиями. Проблема была в том что я не была заземлена.